Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Passing through to another world.. thats what I witness today. It was a heart wrenching moment. When they closed the coffin for the very last time. The reality of it all. The final moment. The very last look. The very last moment where the physical body will be seen ever again. Never again will that body be walking this planet.

Thats cruel.. Thats also Life.. Today has had a big impact on me. What will my funeral be? What will I be remembered as? What is my final sentence? Have I lived my life to the fullest.. What have I left behind?

I have a short 30-40 years left.. I have to work harder. I have to grow more.

My heart now goes to L. She must be feeling really sad and lost. Losing your dad is really devastating. Life Changing definitely. Memories of your dad holding you when you're young. scolding you when we did wrong. Suddenly memories of my own dad came flashing through my head. I tried to hold back my tears a couple of times.

When she broke down, my heart broke too. She has always been the kind to hold back her emotions. Always showing us the happy side, even when things are down. Seeing her cry like this and yet not being able to do anything hurts so much.

Music Garage is transiting really well to our new home. Everyone loves the new place. Our efforts have paid off. Tomorrow, our reception table is arriving. Thats really very exciting.

Took some photos at the balcony area..

I loveMUSIC